Well Disney was fun, but it was bit depressing. Going down there took forever and I didn't feel too well, so I slept most of it. Smiley 3 sat across from me harassing me constantly until I played cards with him. So I taught him how to play speed and then he couldn't stop. Sunday I went to MGM. It was cool cause I was like number 8 on "Who Wants to Be a Millionare" game out of 200 people... that made me happy. Then after that I went to the backlot tour thing and I got picked to be in the little show. I got to sit in this little room and have 150 gallons of water dumped on me. It was cool. Lost my sunglasses. Bought the new Fall Out Boy cd (which I like). Missed Regis and Kelly cause people wanted to sleep. Got a tatoo. Marched in one of the shortest parades. Completed all but 2 of my goals. The reason I got depressed is because when it was time to watch the fireworks I saw all the couples watching together. At Magic Kingdom and Epcot I watched by myself while I started to feel the tears fall down my face. Then all the way home I found my cd that has all those songs that people hated back in the 90s, but they still made you cry. So I sat and cried all the way home. Rycha broke up with Smiley so I had to take care of him as he cried as well. He's a cool kid. He's the little brother I never had. The room was fun. We laughed so hard about cross dressing mice, our stripping tour guide, "Unknown" person falling through the seat on the bus, and the people standing outside our room. ------- "All Or Nothing" I know when he's been on your mind You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight someone who isn't even there Cuz I want it all There are time it seems to me Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well Cuz I want it all Cuz you and I Cuz I want it all Is it all ------- Goodnight!
When you wish upon a star...
2005-05-12 & 8:26 p.m.
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something somewhere's gotta give
As sharing in this relationship gets older, older
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not fair
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it , show it
Then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you could see
Those times I don't believe it's right I know it , know it
I had the rest of you now I want the best of you it's time to show and tell
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No more inside for me in your life
Or Nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
It's now or never
Or Nothing at all
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
♥ Em
